Berry Lovin

so pregnancy has been quite an interesting experience so far. every morning on my way into the office, i am asked the question of the day, "so how are you feeling today." Some days are better than others, but who ever coined the term morning sickness, either has no sense of time or was very blessed because it's not just a morning things.....it's an ALL DAY feeling. Not only do I feel like I'm going to get sick 90% of the day, but I'm exhausted! a girlfriend of mine today mentioned, "every time i see you, you look worse..like you don't feel well and your tired." DING DING DING! i think it's written all over my face. Sometimes, i just want to turn my office lights off and crawl under my desk. but no telling if i would actually wake up! i am at that point now though, that I'm ready for the full blown baby bump...."bump" mind you, not the 9 month mountain. Right now, my pants are just getting tight around the waist and i look like i've gained 10 pounds...even though i've only put on 5. Oh and I eat all the time!! That is the only thing that seems to help my nausea and not to mention i crave food all day long! No specific craving yet. jared used to say that maybe i would actually eat normal things when i was pregnant since i ate all the "pregnancy foods" then. and believe it or not, i have only have 2 pickles since i have been pregnant! so let's see, what other things have i been feeling....

* i read that when you're pregnant, you are easily angered. and it is safe to say that is true! For all of you that thought i had a road rage issue before, WATCH OUT! i told someone that if they knew what was best for them, they better not piss off a pregnant woman!

* so one moment i may be in a tizzy and the next, i'm bawling my eyes out....for no reason. i usually am by myself too.

aside from being an emotional, hungry, fire breathing, bloated little lady, i couldn't be more happy! being pregnant hasn't really sunk in just yet, mostly because i don't see or feel any huge results other than filling icky. our little bean sprout has now grown into a little raspberry (notice how everything revolves around food!) and is about to turn into my favorite...a little green olive (9 weeks). once i feel the baby moving, see the growing results in my belly and start buying baby stuff, i think reality will finally sink in...and i can't wait!

only 7 more months to go!!